

Flying Over the Cuckoo's NestSo the last 2 days for me have been a living hell. I made a mistake the other night. A big one. And I know it is something I really cannot take back or even ask anyone for forgiveness. But I will say now that I apologize deeply and sincerely to the 7 people I hurt the other night.Flying Over the Cuckoo's Nest
The only reason it happened is because I was so intoxicated I blacked out. I remember nothing of the night and just know from the stories I've heard and from the cuts and bruises on my body that it was bad. I was in the wrong for lashing out but I have the hardest time believing I did it


Why not--DillusionDon't know why But life isn't hard enough for me It is too easy That is why I do the things I do Why everything bores me Life has no challenge I cannot overcome Or no task I cannot complete That is why I am my own higher power I give myself a job I complete it No sweat Sometimes I find something hard And I love it But then I adapt and it becomes easy As usual, I will lose interest Why cant I find the ultimate challenge? A neverending one One that would be too hard to finish But would never bore me enough to quitWhy not--Dillusion
And eternal


Untitled020It's a problem whether you like it or not It will bring you down, it will kill you Eat you up unless you try to stop You think you know how it is and how it feels Only because you have been doing it for a mere few days Well, boy, try doing it nonstop for a year And let one year become three, and let three turn into nine Finally let nine fade into fifteen Yeah, fifteen years of being totally fucked up Forgetting your family, your friends, your whole life For this disease that makes you feel imaginary Like you don't even exist A false power that can be removed at any time,Untitled020


It can bend or it can breakHas anyone ever heard of CD? No not a record. I'm talking Chemical Dependency Rehab For being addicted to drugs and substances Well that's where I am Where I am rotting It's Hell here I'm like an angel trying to break free But let me tell you, I am stuck I am caught in Satan's cage Now I'm locked up For smoking crystalized demons Inhaling their sweet temptations Into my lungs they flew Given to me was sweet salvation It only lasted for a whileIt can bend or it can break
Now you're into it too There's nothing you can do about it There's nothing I can change
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"Ich wundere mich wie weit es ist zu sonne wenn du ihr entgegen rennst"
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Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and Ill save you
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Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and Ill save you
I have a 6 month old baby now! U should see him! Let me know whats new! ADIOS~
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~He who laughs last, thinx slowest~
~He who laughs 1st thinx quik~
~He who laughs loudest is a show-off~
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Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and Ill save you
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"Cherish this moment, for happiness is elusive."
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Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and Ill save you
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