HEY ALL. I'm back and better than ever. I been writing a lot lately and finishing my todo list from 3 years ago and I'm ready to get some ass kickin! New stuff should be up today or tomorrow

So.. it 5:37 and im listening to some pretty hard trance. its fucken rad. but anyways im bored so maybe now would be a good time to post up some of my poetry? i think ill do that finally. critique me HARD and tell me what you think! Its mostly shit I made in rehab because coming down from drugs made me realize all that i was losing and what I already lost. And for some reason I feel like I lost the most important thing I've ever needed.. I know I have..He just wouldn't understand. I gotta solve all my problems with myself first cause lord knows I have a ton of em. If I lose it all then I guess that is my own damn fault but if I am truly loved then I think he will stay by my side. I hope so.....

So I have been doing a lot of bad shit lately
And that bad shit caused me to crash
My life to crash
I went to rehab
I was in rehab for 8 days
I was sent home
It was my choice
But they were going to send me home anyways
They said I was uncurable
That nothing they could do would help me change
Does anyone know how that feels?
When sobriety is all you want
But shunning is all you get?
It sucks
It sucks bad
The only thing productive I did there was write about 6 poems
Which I will be posting up here within a couple days
Because I have been sent to live with someone
Someone I was told would be a bad influence on my recovery
But they don't care
Im uncurable

Please Don't Label Me has achieved 50 FAVOURITES!!!!!!! AHHHHHH I THINK I MIGHT POP!

SO IM BACK!! AHHH RUNN HEAD FOR THE HILLS!

Ahaha. So I am back dA. Sorry for my absence I was just really getting pissed off at dA. Hmmm lost chain of thought. Anyways, dA is still SLOW AS FUCK as usual, even with an update. Go figure. Oh well its not like I expected it to magically get faster because God knows how HORRIBLE that would be.

With that said, I hope to start writing again. I have new inspiration and his name is Ben. Haha. But I will also be writing a lot about friendships, family life, and my future as well as I have discovered recently how very important all of these things are. Also I'm going to be starting a poem series and a prose series soon about partying or some shit like that. Important stuff for teenagers to read about the fun AND dangers of partying. I dont know.. sounds like a good idea, just need the inspiration, ya?

Oh and one day I do hope to finish older series such as MtM... But WHO KNOWS when that will be! Ahaha.

Peace and Love all <3